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Nothing

I am writing today because I just feel sad. A feeling that I don't understand.  Looking back, I was just a little person than I am right now. No money, no car, no ambition, no great job, no purpose. Right now, I feel like I have everything but whenever I look at the pictures I have before, the simplicity of life had offered to me, somehow gives pain in my heart with no idea of any reason behind it. I am, however, grateful for what my world turned out to be in the present. I grew into a much better person than I was. So many blessings have come to me that I have no reason to complain. All I know is that this sadness shall pass. No quest for reasons. I have to live with and by it.

If Life Is So Short

Isn't it funny  How times seems to slip away  So fast  One minute you're happy  The other you're sad  But if you give me one more chance  To show my love for you is true  I'll stand by your side  Your whole life trough If life is short  Why won't you let me love you  Before we run out of time  If love is so strong  Why won't you take the chance  Before our time has come  If life is so short  If life is so short Love is a word that explains  How I feel for you  And when you're in my arms  All my dreams come true  And when you're not around  You can't hardly see  These tears that I'm crying  Now are for you to be with me If life is short  Why won't you let me love you  Before we run out of time  If love is so strong  Why won't you take the chance  Before our time has come  If life is so short  If life i...

New Year, New Life

Ang bilis ng panahon...parang kahapon lang estudyante pa ko, nag apply ng trabaho, naging guro, at ngayon natutupad ko na ang ibang pangarap ko.
Minsan may pag-ibig na pinapalaya mo na lang ang isang tao sapagkat ito ang mas nararapat para sa kanya. Kahit gaano mo man kagustong hawakan at yakapin siya, kahit gaano mo man kagustong ipaglaban ang pagmamahal nyo sa isa't-isa...lalo pa't sumuko na siya. Ang pag-ibig pala hindi natatapos sa araw na sumuko ka na, dahil ang totoong pag-ibig, sabihin mang tapos na, ang totoo ay nariyan lang... Hindi nawawala, hindi napapagod, hindi natatapos...pinapalaya mo lang dahil mas mahal mo siya kaysa sa kagustuhan mong hawakan siya. :(

You are my song

You are the song playing so softly in my heart I reach for you You seem so near yet so far I hope and I pray You'll be with me someday I know down inside You are mine and I'm your true love Or am I dreaming? How can I? Each time I try, you say goodbye You are there You look my way, I touch the sky We can share tomorrow and forevermore I'll be there to love you so You are my song I know for sure That we were meant to fall in love I look in your eyes I know what you're thinkin' of I try not to say the words That might scare you away 'Cause I know down inside you are mine And I'm your true love Please no more dreaming How can I? Each time I try, you say goodbye You are there You look my way, I touch the sky We can share tomorrow and forevermore I'll be there to love you so You are my song You are my song ;  )
Kailan ba malalaman na sawa na ang puso? Kapag ba di na ito tumibok at maging bato? Kailan ba masasabing wala nang nararamdaman? Kapag ba ang lahat ng pinagsamahan ay tuluyan nang nalimutan? Pilit ko mang itago Pilit ko mang itanggi Pilit ko mang iwasan Pilit ko mang kalimutan Pilit ko man pigilan... Pilitin ko mang kalimutan na bukas ay sisikat pang muli ang araw... Pilitin ko mang itanggi na wala na ang tamis na nararamdaman... Pilitin ko mang itago ang nag aapoy na ninanais ng puso... Pilitin ko mang iwasang titigan ang mga talang nagturo sakin na mangarap at nagbigay ng kasiyahan... Pilitin ko mang pigilan at sabihing wag na lang.. Hindi. Hindi ko kaya. Mahirap. Mahirap na wala ka. Masakit. Masakit pero aking kinakaya. Puso ko'y nangungulila Pilit na hinahanap ka... :'(

2018 1st words

Ang hirap kapag hindi mo alam kung ang pinanghahawakan mo ay naroon pa. Hindi mo alam kung ano ang gagawin mo, magpapatuloy ba o bibitaw na. I can't contain how much it hurts inside. Love hurts, i know. But it never came to my thought that i would feel this thing that makes me less of me. I feel so hopeless. I just feel so unworthy. It breaks my heart into pieces.